Subliminal

"Id Rather be on the Bus With You, Than in a coupe with a dude that i barely Knew"



I wanna' write about it.
But I cant, I dont want people to know how I feel.
Im good at hiding my emotions with lies
I'll just continue to act like its nothing wrong
When deep down inside, Im dying.
Because I dont understand your actions, but I always take them.
But whenever I express myself I get shut down.
We are not equal, me and you.
Even though the world says your better.
Sometimes I think your better.
That four Letter Word is floating around my head right now, but I cant use it.
I can only think it.
I think about it, everytime I think about what "Could Have" happened.
But I know that deep inside it wont happen, unless you want it to.
Thats just like me, To move when you say move or to speak when you say speak.
You, You,You
Something about you;
I think when I gave you that special thing, it had some kind of connection effect.
the other four letter word that wants to creep up and disconnect it
... Shit,I couldnt let that happen even if I tried.
SO MANY people run their mouths about you. And I ignore every word.
Im not brave enough to know or believe the truth.
This is getting too Personal.