Whatever you Want.

Let me guess;
You want to walk over to me, Spit your game and ask me for my Aim. I laugh at your wack ass game and throw you my aim. You hit me up as soon as we disperse to make sure you didn't get played. Don't worry, its really me. Our First conversation would consist of all the things you would bring to the table.
"What's up with me and you" ...
"A young nigga like me got money" ...
"But damn girl, you cute".
We don't have any sex talk because your afraid it night scare me off. As the night falls, I'd wake up with a goodmorning text.

Let me Guess;
Our first 'Date' includes me driving to your house and meeting you outside my passenger door. We hug and greet. You try and sneak free grabs of my booty and I laugh your hands away. You tell me about your day and I just sit there and listen. I'm so infactuated with you, all I can do is smile and knod. You climb in my drivers seat, I have insurance so its okay for you to drive. I bet you'd drive us to Jack in the box, we'd get a shit load of food. I start to like you even more because you pay for it . When we pull back to your house, you give me a hug and a kiss. I couldn't come in because your mom doesn't like the girls who try to steal away her baby boy.

Let me guess;
Just because we kicked it one more time after our Jack in the box date, You have your mind set on fucking me. And your right, We've had plenty of intellegent conversations, even brought up the topic of a real relationship. Like a fool Ill meet you at your house. I bet your mom is on vacation with your sister or something. We sit, Flirt, and touch. Some how, I know you'll get me into your bedroom. T Shirts and Hats cover your wall. Your bed sits right under that big "Boyz In the Hood" Movie Poster. I lay back and look at you. You kiss me and ill kiss you back. Your wet, warm tongue glides across my neck and down to my breast. I bet you would stay their for a while. Eventually you'd go further down, convincing me to let you in. You got undressed in a blink of an eye, now we're waiting on me. You get irritated with my slow movements, you take it upon your self to undress me. We lay there, breathing hard. We can't see eachother because you like it with the lights off. I want you inside of me, so you make that happen. Moans; Screams, grunts; Switch Positions; Pull my hair; Moans; Screams; Your my daddy tonight; Switch Postions; Lights on.

Let me guess;
You don't call me today

Let me guess;
You won't call me today

Let me guess;
You will never call me again

Let me guess;
I'd walk into the Small Party with a boy. Don't worry, me and him haven't Fucked because I'm still stuck on you. I can see the selfish look in your eye as we walk by, it makes me feel good. You Aim me; I look at it and don't reply. I can feel you watching me too. My friends can feel the tension between us; yea, I tell them everything. You decide to play the game with me. You find a girl, and make her yours for the night. Smart ol' me, I act like I don't care, but I do. The party is over, I go home. Alone. I'm positive you'll aim me again. Ill vent and explain how you hurt me, but somehow I let you back in. Literally.

Let me guess;
I'm looking at your "Boyz In the Hood" Poster upside down once again, because you promised me things. I'd be so far gone at this point. Moans; Screams, grunts; Switch Positions; Pull my hair; Moans; Screams; Your my daddy tonight; Switch Postions; Lights on.

Let me guess;
You don't call me today

Let me guess;
You won't call me today

Let me guess;
I'd cry.

To Suck; Or Not to Suck.

So, I was laying in bed with my sister. For some odd reason, when we lay down to go to sleep, we have the best conversations. Some how, the topic of "Sucking Dick" came up. She started to tell me stories about her in the past,She's 29 , and how girls back then didn't do it. She said they saw it to be gross and degrading towards themselves. I told her that girls my age do it with no hesitation. Me Personally, I've never gave head, Came close to it but never went through with it. I thought about how That guy begged me to "put my mouth on it" and it made me realize just how important this was to boys. I decided to ask some of the boys I knew.

"Man... If she don't wanna suck my dick, ima' find another bitch who will" - Armani, 19

"I mean, if she don't want to, she don't have to. But I'm just gonna' beg untill she gets tired of me begging and just does it." -Demario,20

"Its like this, their be girls who say they don't suck dick, but they do. All girls suck dick, they lying if they say they don't. Its like 2009 my nigga, That shit is like kissing. Get with the times, All girls do that shit" -Joshua,17

(My favorite)

"Oh my god, That shit feels so good. Like, I can't explain it. You won't understand how good it feels because you don't have a dick, but it just feels so good!" -To Embarrassed to say,19

If you know me personally, you know I love to watch Porn. My ipod, Computer, Tv, it doesn't matter. As you may know, in the begining of a sex scene, The girl always sucks dick. The Slurping Noises and Teqniques that they display make me wanna jump on my head game. When it actually came down to it, I realized that I wasn't a porn star and froze up. I'm sure one day, Ill Gain enough Courage and do it. For an odd reason, I feel that if I do it to early in a relationship, I may scare the dude off. When the time is right, Ill do it and I'm gonna' go HAMM on that shit! Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile